Why did Kaido always want to die?

In this section, we will talk about Kaido, but before we start, we must go back a bit, and exactly in the first appearance of Kaido, where Oda described him as the most powerful creature on earth, and when we say the strongest creature on earth, this includes animals, humans and all beings, meaning Kaido in other words. He has absolute strength and physical toughness that entitles him to bear the title of leader of the hundred monsters, and this is not all. Kaido is considered one of the four emperors who ruled the seas. He ranks third in terms of strength, and this comes after both the black beard and the red hair, and do not forget the Big Mom. We watched Kaido try to commit suicide even more

 

 

From once, he tried to throw himself from the top of an island in the sky, where he fell to the ground without taking his body, as he drowned himself in the sea, but in vain, the thing that prompted him to fight the adults and challenge them in deadly battles, but he could not die every time and this is the reason What prompted us to look into this matter, why was he always searching for death, and there is no way but death? This matter became clear later, exactly in chapter 1043 of the story of One Piece, where Luffy appears unconscious after receiving a fatal blow from Kaido's stick wrapped in royal haki, before the intervention of one of the crew The cp0 who grabbed Luffy in order to allow him to take a direct hit on the head then led to his death temporarily so that his heart stopped beating as everyone thought that Luffy was dead and this death is the one who awakens the power

 

 

Latent rubber fruit, which we will discover later that it is a mythical fruit of its kind, zoon human beings, as this fruit contains the spirit of Nikanika, the sun god, or in another sense, the Joy Boy, and from here we conclude that Kaido knew in advance that the only way to fuel the power of the Joy Boy is death, and this is what explains He was always sad and drinking sake in an excessive way, as Kaido discovered at one time that he was not the awaited boy that Gold Roger had told people about when he reached the last island of Raftel. Oden's party about which Toki told him, 

Kaido waited 20 years, full of hatred and sadness, and all of his concern was to create weapons and destroy the world, but his first goal was to take revenge on the person who would become Joy Boy because he thought that this person was the one who stole his big dream from him, so what will Kaido do when he knows that the person who Fighting Luffy is the Joy Boy, there will be new events in the story and we may witness the awakening of the Kaido fruit to decide in this battle .

Despite all these events, Kaido's chance of winning remains slim if it is non-existent, but are we witnessing a different scenario from Oda what we are accustomed to. Will we witness at the end of the battle at the hands of Luffy, which is something that did not happen before in Luffy's battles , will Kaido's wishes in death be fulfilled and be on This Battle? 

This is what future events will reveal from the story of One Piece